Friday, November 16, 2007

Who Shall Teach Us to Worship?

I opened a book to read a little this evening. I don't think I'll ever finish reading this book. There seems to be no time for reading and besides, it's one of those "thinking" books. You know, the kind you can't read if there's any other noise in the room other than your own breathing. But I wanted to read someone's intelligent ramblings on worship (yes... I'm still riding that horse!).

Rod made a comment yesterday that was profound and beautiful. He said that when he said it, all his students wrote it down. He seemed surprised, but I wasn't. It was a great concept. What he said was this:

There is no one better than Jesus to teach us to how to be a disciple. There is no one better than the Holy Spirit to teach us how to pray.


But my question is this: Who will teach us to worship?

Harold Best, in Unceasing Worship, says that "worship is the continuous outpouring of all that I am, all that I do and all that I can ever become in light of a chosen or choosing god." From the little bit that I've read so far, Mr. Best sounds as if worship is not something we learn, it's something we do-perhaps even without knowing. We are all worshiping all the time. Worship seems to be where we put our efforts, where we focus, live, pay, ponder, devour. I think I finally understood when he related it to "self-worship".

I have long felt that self-worship, self-absorption, is the biggest, meanest, nastiest, yet most common ailment of the human race. Yet it is something I understand all too intimately. And I know that when one is self-absorbed, there is precious little that can distract the worshiper from his (her) god. I understand that this is the wrong way to worship yet I understand it. And from that standpoint, perhaps I can learn.

When I am self-absorbed, I know that I am consumed with my desires, needs, thoughts and emotions. I know that I view all circumstances through the lens of how it will effect me. I know that when I hear someone else speak of their life, I wonder what it has to do with me or if someone announces a change or a development, I wonder what impact it will have on my life. I know that when I am self-absorbed, I make sure that my needs are met. I come first. Hands down. No discussion.

But what if that were all focused where it belonged... on God? What would it look like? Change each one of those sentences to a God focus:
I am consumed with God's desires, needs, thoughts, emotions.
I view all circumstances through God's lens.
When I hear someone speak of their life, I wonder how God fits into it.
When someone announces a change or a development, I wonder what impact God can have on it.
I make sure that God's needs are met.
He comes first.
Hands down.
No discussion.

It is not difficult to be a self-worshiper. No one taught me how to do that. It was easy. I figured it out all on my own. Being an expert on self-worship should make it easy to transfer that talent towards God worship. So ultimately, perhaps the best person to teach how to worship is myself.

4 comments:

rod said...

good stuff Allison. You should blog more often. :-)
I might argue that a praying disciple worships, so maybe Jesus and the Holy Spirit might play more of a role than me.
But I think I understand what you're saying, and agree.

Daniel said...

Hi Allison. It's nice to hear from you again. In light of the recent post in my own weblog, I couldn't read you without leaving a comment. :-)

I think I followed your argument all the way through. But it makes me nervous to take to myself even that much credit for a word as meaningful as worship. I would submit that the Comforter is leading you to see these "skills", misdirected, within yourself, and that He, the all-knowing Counselor, is showing you the changes that must be made.

You can learn about worship by observing the successes and failures in self-worship. But it would never occur to you to seek changes were not the Paraclete working on your heart. And ultimately, I believe, it is He who will teach us, through the example of Christ Jesus recorded in the gospels, how to worship.

Daniel said...

By the way, I came to a startling realization in a Bible study class a few weeks back. We were talking about worship, and I realized that, in a tiny way, our pets worship us. The word worship derives from the idea of assigning worth to or acting in recognition of the worth of another (higher) being.

We have six cats. In the evenings, we frequently find all six cats sharing the same room with us. They find us to be worthy or worthwhile, and their response is to seek to be in our presence.

This opened my eyes to one aspect of my worshiping God, and it dovetails nicely with my comment on your previous post: that as I grow closer to Him, I naturally choose to share more and more of my thoughts with Him.

Anonymous said...

Finally able to get on your blog site (and Rod's) again. It's been too long.... Great blog Allison, and hopefully you'll have opportunity to blog regularly.